Tuesday, 3 July 2007
It's not all bad. I am finally getting on top of all my medicine work, i'm going travelling a lot soon, first America, then France and Italy, and importantly my social schedule is filling up with plans for various people, makes me happy. The flipside of this is that it will undoubtedly impact my work negatively, but with the wealth of time at my disposal i don't think it's anything to worry about.
Of course it's not all good either. I am still sore about what Cl was saying, especially to "mr. J", who is one of the most self-serving, manipulative douchebags i've met at imperial, a nice guy usually but if he has something to gain from putting you down you better watch out. What boggles the mind is how girls seem able to talk to him, even though none of them claim to like him as a person at all. Both Cl and Carol have made this mistake and even though they have paid for it with lies and betrayal neither of them really seem to learn from it. At the moment I can't talk to Carol because of how she's been, and I am upset at how she keeps telling secrets about me, expecting someone like Julian to be able to keep them, foolishly. If i didn't have Cl fighting for me that could have been ugly. This is why i'm prepared to forget the minor things Cl said, she's more than made up for it by being awesome.
None of this matters all too much anymore, the only thing that currently bugs me is living arrangements for next year, but at the same time I am very excited about it, looking forward to seeing how it all pans out. Am sure it will be good.
thing to look forward to: seeing ben and dinora again :)